I don’t think anyone ever likes to feel sad. But there is a kind of sad I despise the most.
It is the kind where I know no song can comfort or console me. Usually, I’d put on some music when I’m feeling the blues. For this, I can’t even remember just one song to calm my nerves.
It is the kind where I cannot fall asleep to try and escape it but no it won’t let you. It will leave me staring into nothingness kissing sleep goodbye.
It is the kind that makes you feel empty.
It is the kind that lingers even while it has passed. The memory of it still strong on my mind.
It is the kind that cannot be accurately described with words.
It is the kind of sadness I most often feel.